On The Precipice

Here I am.

I am on the precipice of turning 30.

Me. 30.

Doesn't really feel like it, yet here it is.

30. The big 3-0.

And God, it's depressing in a way. Especially with the atmosphere around now.

And yet even though I am 30, I still want to be a child. That is why I try to stay connected with Fred Rogers, Thomas the Tank Engine and others. Because I do not want to lose that child in me.

The Doctor put it best, "You can't be grown up without being childish sometimes".

Yet as I sit here, 2 hours from turning 30, I can't help but worry if it was and is all in vain.

I am an adult, almost thirty. Please let me keep my spirit of fun. Because, quite frankly, that's kind of what keeps me going.

Thank you and off we go.